Purge

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Just finished 3 hours chat with Mum. Felt much better after the verbal diarrhea. It has been a while since the last long chat.

Too much 'toxic' built up within my soul. Thoughts I do not share with others, for the fear that the minuscule details of my life will bore them to death.

The growing insecurity slowly but surely gnaw away the happy carefree part of me. Poisoned with burdens and worries I can't let go. I had to verbalize these emotions to make sense of my unhappiness.

And boy I did with Mum. And Mum being Mum, she patiently listened to all my grievances with no judgment or solution. She helped by simply listening and loving me despite.

So now, I am safe again. Purged clean of my wicked musing. And hopefully a good night sleep awaits me.